As I sat here at least ten minutes before actually typing anything, I thought about what direction this post should take. There is so much I could say. Although we have just one full day of year 2019 remaining, I've gotta say, I am feeling pretty reminiscent in this moment. It literally feels like we were just getting all hype for 2019. During that time, I was in Greenville, South Carolina. The traffic to get inside of the Church's parking lot was insane, anticipation of the new year's treasure filled the air, confetti was falling and then I find myself eating the cutest chicken n' waffles slider with some fruit. LOL. Definitely enjoyed that part. Point being, his year sped by!
During this post I may speak on a few things, but I would love to point out a valuable lesson 2019 taught me. That lesson was to simply trust the process. Not to only just trust the process but to trust God's process. It is extremely easy to be pulled and tugged in directions that seem to be best; but truth is, only being led by God will yield the greatest results. I cannot tell you the amount of times, throughout this year God has led me down pathways that seemed, in the beginning, completely useless or counterproductive. Regardless, those time always yielded "full circle" moments that always happened quicker than quick. I was able to see how powerful and intentional God is. I was able to see that His most perfect will manifesting is dependent upon of my surrender. This year also produced more tears than usual, much fight, revelation, insight, moments of weakness and then God's perfect strength. If you have yet to come up with a word for my 2019 yet, let me help you: BOOTCAMP! The year has indeed been beautifully challenging.
Another valuable lesson I learned this year was to trust who God made me to be/learn to see myself the way He sees me, specifically pertaining to my career. I am just one year out of college and the amount of networking, exposure, opportunities and connections I have stepped into was just plain ole WILD!!!, the highlight being, guesting at Collage Dance Collective. The way CDC changed my life is overwhelmingly refreshing, and indicative of the large amount of awesome that is to come.
Speaking of to come, I *jazz walk* into a brand new decade with my head held high. Expectations are through the sky and my dependency on Christ Jesus will be there every step of the way. Goodbye 2019. Hello, BRAND NEW DIMENSION!!!!!!!!!!
Year 2020 is the year of the impossible, my BREAKOUT year, ALL NEW EVERYTHING year. Thank you Jesus.! <3